MILLION WAYS TO THANK GOD...

--drink water as if it was the last drop
--smile like you've seen a funny cat in front of you
--look around as if you've never seen mc donald's before
--munch your food like a gorilla
--laugh out loud that your neighbor will be amazed
--sketch and doodle like you have no tomorrow
--hug everyone you know like you'll not see them tomorrow
--chat with a friend and get tired talking for hours
--play your favorite song millions of times till the record is broken
--write and write until your hands hurt
--clean your eyeglasses that it sparkles from afar
--open the windows and let all the sunshine in
--play the games on your cellphone til the battery gets empty
--cuddle your teddy bear so tight you almost tear it apart
-- play your ps2 with all the friends you know
--read all the books you've always wanted to read but you haven't
--play the guitar and sing along while dancing
--smell the flowers even if it doesn't have a scent at all
--paint your room with colors to match your motley shirt
--bake hundreds of cookies and share them
--go to a hospital and kiss a patient in the forehead
--kiss the everdearest grandma you've ever had
--braid your sister's hair and let her see it in the mirror
--buy and expensive chocolate and share it with a very special person
--stare at the pictures on your wall and reminisce good times
--go to the mall and ride a kiddie bump car
--whistle whistle whistle, hum, hum, hum
--look in the mirror and make a funny face
--pick a flower on the side street
--light all the candles you have in the house like the whole world is blacked out
--seat at one corner in your room and close your eyes and say thank God I made it to my room
--the rest of the list??? you decide...

just doing one of these things declares His love to us--because we have life-- we have all the time to do a lot of things and we have millions of choices to be happy in peculiar ways
....THANK GOD, FOR THESE THINGS COULD BE DONE IN 24 HRS

by: mariposa

SILENT ALL THESE YEARS

...and after all these years, i finally found someone I poured out all the numbness and hush hush of my life--the weaknesses, the secrets and all. this guy could see right through me like my solitary soul wanders inside of him.

MARIPOSA'S BACK

due to public demand, mariposa's haven is back in action.=) i thought i haven't posted for long time so it's time to clean the rust out of this crap!!! and i don't spare my brain and body-- they're rusting and getting jagged now due to the dormant routine at work--which includes capricious eating habit...crap, where's my cookie?! oh well, the reason why my cursor starts moving this way is because I'm running out of space on the left side...and so I'm going right. Where were we? Yes, bout me going back here and talking about my nonsense world. I'm like one of those Little Apple Dolls (if you've never heard of them, they're doll characters from this literary work of Ufuoma Urie, whose facial features are not complete--without mouth and eyeballs i guess... who represent the boundary between life and death. I guess I kinda relate to these dolls in a lot of ways. There are situations in life that make you wonder..." is this life?" "or am I dying?"... I don't know. Something of the in between, I can't describe it. That's all for now. My fickle mind says I should grab a cookie. Bye

LIFE IS GOOD

IM NOT F***** UP ANYMORE... I AM HAPPIER THAN EVER. AND I REMEMBER WHAT I POSTED BEFORE THIS. NOW I FEEL ALL GOOD... AND YEAH, I'LL SAY IT AGAIN--HAPPIER THAN EVER...

WHAT TIME IS IT!!!??!!!

i woke up one morning and damn my clock reads 6:20 and my alarm clock on my cel phone forgot it's duty to buzz me up..hehe 6:30 means hell to me!!! coz i have to wake up and take a bath and go to work. but i remembered something before i got up. good thing. i was relieved. you know why? because i remember that my wall clock reads the opposite way!!! yeah, i bought my reverse clock one time i went to the mall. i bought for $ 7 bucks. and it was weird looking at it for the first time. everything is reversed. the way the numbers are written and how the hands of the clock moves. of course it moves counter clockwise.hehehe.weird. so that means when i woke up and thought it was 6:20 am, that means i'm still lucky because my clock just got me again because its still 5:40 am! and that means more time to take another nap before i head off to work. that reverse clock tricked me a lot of times but now im getting the hang of it. it's just so cool that im checking time the unconventional way. wait, what time is it?damn, is it 2:00am or 10:00pm man this sucks.

THIS IS BLISS...

I've never been into a perfect situation, especially when it comes to relationships. The heck, my lovelife has always been a mess. In a way, because I always end up crying and losing that special someone. BECAUSE!!!, in the first placed I shouldn't be dreaming while I am wide awake... I know beforehand that I can't really have that guy if he is not even a member of the church. I've heard this line being slapped on my face everytime, " the hell with religion! " well, I love God more than I love anyone else...or let's put it in a more realistic way, God loves me so much that he tried everything to win me back. and now, I feel like he has given me a precious gift and my birthday hasn't even come yet. note this..hehe. my birthday is on august 16! and about the gift? well, He gave me this one perfect package of a beautiful soul w/ a beautiful physique wrapped in colorful box of happiness, care, thoughtfulness and and love. All I need was already on that package. I named that gift BOBSIE. whenever I'm with my bobsie, I always feel fuzzy and warm and it just feels so great. I feel like I always want to squeeze bobsie and squoosh it and hug it...bobsie is just so cute!!! and most of all bobsie loves me for who i am. and damn, bobsie just loves me so much that i can feel it even in the most minute thread of my nerves..hehe. i love my bobsie so much. he is a gift I would never let go of. and for sure will keep until I am alive.

GIVE ME THE MONEY!!!

...well, after 6 months, i finally got a permanent job!!! and heck, that means more bucks!!! and no agency to rip off some of my wealth..hahaha!!! thank God...=)

IT DIDN'T TAKE FOREVER...

...FOR STEWIE TO JAM WITH ME IN MY WORLD . I JUST REALIZED THAT. I WAS PATIENT, I KNOW... OK? BUT HE NEEDS TO GO BACK TO WHERE HE BELONGS. HE MIGHT NOT SURVIVE IT OUT HERE. ALONE I BREAK..YEAH, I'LL BE GOOD OUT HERE. IT'S SUFFOCATING, BUT AT LEAST I COULD STILL BREATHE SOME ARTIFICIAL AIR. IT WOULD KEEP ME GOING. I'LL PRESERVE HIS FOOTSTEPS IN MY OWN SOIL. AT LEAST I COULD ALWAYS WALK SIDE BY SIDE WITH THOSE AND REMEMBER, "HEY, HE WALKED WITH ME ONCE!!!..." AND THAT'S A KILL. IT'S GREAT

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finale:misteryo sa parking lot

...tuloy pa din ang misteryo...

***abangan***

misteryo sa parking lot part 2

ang pagpapatuloy ng misteryo sa parking lot ay narito na... natuklasan na ng babaeng tahimik ang misteryong bumabalot sa parking lot na yun. ngunit hindi pa lubos. nakilala na niya ang lalaking gusto niyang makilala at natuklasan pa ang mas maraming mga bagay tungkol sa kanya. masaya siya sa nangyari ngunit nananatili ang katotohanang dapat na lamang niyang itago ang kanyang katuwaan sa pagkakataong makilala ang taong yun. . . walang katapusan ang kanyang paghihintay....mananahimik na lamang siya magpakailanman.

stewie rocks

hilarious!!! hahahahhha

R-18 =)

totoo to!!!! tsk tsk...i was in the bathroom this morning..6:50 am. . all dressep up for work..as usual, always in a hurry.my dad and i leave for work at 7am. i thought of wearing strapless bra, so i removed the one i was wearing..and because i was in a hurry, i forgot that im supposed to get the strapless one..instead?? i remember to get the USB port of my ipod in the computer!!!! how's that? i just realize my **** are quite obvious when i face the mirror of the bldg restroom... i wouldn't tell you now what i did to make it unnoticeable.good thing im wearing a very soft,almost cardigan type of cloth,and green one...so it goes with the curve.if there is??!!! heheheheh.. hahaha!!! well, it would be more embarassing to tell you how i concealed it...=) but so far, this is the dumbest thing i have ever done!!! now i know why american ladies dont wear bra...maybe they just forgot too, because they're always in a rush for work..hmmm, i hope this justified something...=) let's say my stupidity? or just make it my natural tendency to have amnesia sometimes..hehehe

SUNOG KONG BROWNIES

ang muntik ng masunog na brownies ko ang nagpasikat saken sa opisina.. di nila alam tinanggal ko ang mga gilid nun dahil tumigas na ng todo pag gising ko sa umaga..ayoko na sana dalhin dahil baka katapusan ko na pag nalaman nilang palpak ang luto ko..well well well... matapos nila matikman ang repolished kong brownies eh halos sambahin ako ng aking mga kasamahan..hahahah..one said "your brownies are divine melanie" whoa!!! hahaha..kaya sa susunod..gagawin ko ulet muntikan ng masunog na brownies.. para lalong masarap at di nila ako makalimutan..SINONG GUSTONG MAGPALUTO???

we won..we won...

triumph is ours!!!! waaahhahahaha...!!!! we won the volleyball tournament in southern california district championships...that's all. thank you. cheers!!! =) hahahaha.wala nako masabe!!!

WOOZZAAHH...

After a month of paranoia--blood came out somewhere...Thank God. He still knows I need to see that red thing out of my body. Ok I know you're wondering what blood am I talking about. You know, that nasty red thing that should be coming out of girls' you know.. every month, but in my case is always hesitating to come out and only decides to see the outside world after 5 freaking months when I already exhausted my mind of thinking why am I not having my period!!! so....woooozzzzzzzzzzaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.... hehe...sigh of relief.

(subliminal message included) =)

rollercoaster vs.bungee

Am I being cursed or what? When I was six yrs old, I remember praying to Him about those sins I keep on committing and then tell Him."please help me stop" and after years.. one day..I prayed again and told Him about those sins I keep on committing and said "please help me stop." And on and on and on. I kept on praying, but I also kept on telling the same thing. "please help me stop" I've been through a lot in this roller coaster ride that scares me to death. And everytime I'm in those loop part. I scream. Aloud. Im 22 years old and forever praying and asking " why aren't you answering me. Why do I have to pass all these big loops that I can't handle and so always end up throwing up at one corner.Exhausted and dizzy. I wanted to have that kind of roller coaster that just goes straight. Yeah,weird. i should've just said I wanted to ride on a speed train like that one in Japan. But no. I still want to call my ride a roller coaster. Only, it goes straight but fast. Thrill is still there. I still have to scream but I'm not gonna throw up anymore and get those teary eyes. I don't want any of those. and so, I'm still praying "why can't my life be something totally happy..not sort of, kinda, somewhat happy. I've sinned big time because I'm weak. I thought--how could I be strong, when I feel like nobody's holding onto me. Ok enough of roller coaster, I might just get into the bunjee and fall free.

BAKIT MASARAP ANG TOKWA

...kahit walang lasa...???iprito mo at isawsaw sa suka na may toyo tapos lagyan ng konting asukal at ng sibuyas...yummmm...nagluto kc ako nung isang araw nun at dun lang natuklasan ng marami kong mga kamag-anak na raised dito sa US na nag "tofu" eh masarap pala..kahit walang lasa..well, ibig sabhin masarap ang sawsawan dahil kung walang lasa ang tofu, sawsawan ang nagpasarap.malinaw ba? alam ko nga hinde ..pero basta pag pinirito ang tokwa.masarap.kahit walang lasa..=) subukan niyo!!!! hehe....wala akong magawa..namiss ko lang magpost dito...dahil nawawalan na ng saysay ang blog ko dahil sa trabaho..some time soon, I'll put something more interesting..maliban sa paggawa ng masarap na tokwa at sawsawan..

SA WAKAS...

sugarfree ko andito na!!! diabetic na kase ako kaya kelangan ko ng something sugarfree.. hehe. saya talaga..heaven.. bumili kayo ng cd ng sugarfree. yung bago yung dramachine.ayos. iba na busy .naks...paikli ng paikli post ko..wala ng saysay lalo..babawi na lang ako pag nakaalis ako sa lungga ko.

SAD

I DONT HAVE TIME TO WRITE ON MY BLOG ANYMORE WHEN IM AT WORK..WELL FOR NOW IM ON BREAK THATS WHY.DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME THOUGH TO SHARE SOMETHING..I MISS MY BLOG...I MISS SPILLING OUT SOME BLOOD IN HERE DUE TO THE SCARCITY OF MY BRAIN'S SANITY..HEK HEK...=)

$^&%#&*($ #*u$u))_@*>>>>

AND SO IF IM A LONER AND A QUIET PERSON...I DIDN'T LIVE TO PRETEND I WANNA TALK A LOT..AND MINGLE WITH PEOPLE AND BE A HOSTESS ALL THE TIME!!! GEESH, BAKET KELANGAN HANAPAN AKO NG GANON. WANT ME TO SPECIFY?? NG ILANG KAMAG ANAK NA WALA NAMAN INATUPAG KUNDI CHUMIKA..EH DI NGA AKO GANON EH!!!! IM NOT RUDE, I GREET RELATIVES WHO CAME TO THE HOUSE BUT NOT LIKE, OI!! CHIKAHAN TAYO...BLAH BLAH BLAH...AND THEN THEY'RE GONNA COMMENT ON MY ATTITUDE...WHO HAS ATTITUDE?? I WOULD'NT KISS THEIR ASS AND PRETEND THAT IM THE TYPE OF PERSON THEY WANT ME TO BE...THIS IS ME!!! WHY THE HELL ARE THEY MAKING SO MUCH FUSS ABOUT ME BEING QUIET, BEING A LONER AND BEING A BENCHWARMER, OR WHATEVER YOU CALL THAT....AUTISTIC?MAYBE!!!! THEN THEY SHOULD LEARN TO DEAL WITH IT!!!! IM TIRED OF THOSE PEOPLE COMMENTING ON BEING WHO I AM... BAKA PAG AKO NAGKARON NG CHANCE TO FINALLY SPEAK ABOUT THEIR PERSONALITY, BAKA MAUBOS ANG ISANG ARAW.

OO IM BURNING WITH IRRITATION AND ANGER WRITING THIS...KITA NIYO YUNG ORAS?? UMAGANG UMAGA..YAN ANG ALMUSAL KO...MAKATANGGAP NG COMMENT ABOUT MY ATTITUDE--BEING A LONER, AND QUIET...THEN THEY SHOULD READ MY BLOG!!!!! AND KNOW THAT I HAVE SO MUCH INSIDE ME THAT I SPURTED OUT IN HERE!!!! OO KUNG NABABABASA LANG NILA...BUT I DONT CARE IF NOBODY READS THIS..THIS IS MY HAVEN..

YEAH, PEOPLE MAY BE QUIET...BUT DON'T UNDERESTIMATE THOSE PEOPLE..IM TELLING YOU...

who is dabinchi?

In high school, the only thing I know about Leonardo da Vinci is his
controversial "Mona Lisa" portrait...until a book titled "da vinci code"
spread through word of mouth. Right away,it caught my interest. I went
to a bookstore to look for one and ended up holding a hardbound copy
with illustrations of his works as I scanned the pages. I ended up
leaving the bookstore empty handed though. It was expensive.$35. I wanted to
have the paperback copy but still, it's expensive. I was thinking,
everyone else has already read the book except me...Everybody at friendster
puts it as their favorite book..and I can't even talk about it even
here in my blog though I'm telling you now that I was craving to have that
book but I still don't have enough money to buy it. It would save me
ten bucks though if I get a membership card for just a single payment of
$25.not bad coz i would be using that for a lifetime and save a lot on
books.
I thought by this time I'm already sharing some excerpts from the book
because it really is something worthwhile to talk about.."What's with
Monalisa's smile?" What subliminal messages are there in the "The Last
Supper" etc etc...I wish I could get that book as soon as possible. I
would spend my salary for a day just to buy that book! geeshh.. i just
don't want to think about it anymore..hehe.. I'll just keep on telling
myself, "it's worth it..."
anyone who can share anything about that book, just post a comment
here..I would love to hear from all of you who read that book--make me
drool over "da vinci code"!!!! =)

FROM BLOGGER TO WRITER...?=)

It's fun being a blogger but nothin could be better than being
into serious writing..Like for television...Yes, I'm not earning bucks
for writing as of now but I feel so fulfilled that I'm realizing my
dream little by little as I start being a volunteer scriptwriter for net25
US bureau. Back in the Philippines I tried to apply for my practicum in
Net25. I guess they just dont have room for me there..I didn't expect
that I would still be unexpectedly given the chance here in US. It's
cool because I'm just using email to pass my write up since the tv station
is based near San Francisco, if I'm not mistaken. It doesn't matter if
my script would just run for 2 minutes in air time. What matters to me
now is that my work is appreciated and I'm enjoying what I'm doing
since I consider this as a church duty too.
Now I realize my blog wasn't so much of a waste of time...at least I
gained confidence in writing through it though i started having my
low-tech journal (my logbook) long before I started this. I'm no big time
writer. It doesn't matter to me..Im still happy that I'm actually writing
for tv now..and I'm excited for my next assignment..wish me luck!!!

SNORE GALORE

cant write anything but you know what the moment i start hitting the
keys, i know something will come out of my mind..like i wanna share a
story on how i developed an attraction with this guy i see often at
church...he's so calm, quiet, composed..and you know what i liked most about
him?his color..yeah his color..fair brown...perfect...i seldom see guys
with that color and if ever i see one, their personality makes them
ugly...ok what am i talkin about...cut..i cant think again..ahhhh..doing
nothing at work makes me crazy..or add up to my craziness, i should
say..i didnt eat the whole day. no breakfast, i didnt take my 15 minute
break and talked to a cingular customer service rep instead..it sucks coz
my problem wasn't resolved at all. good thing the guy is so nice and so
now i havent taken any meal yet..even lunch..i dont know why im
starving myself today..ok maybe im just too sleepy and lazy to go out..but i
cant hold it for another hour...lucky me, mcdonald;'s is just
downstairss.uhmmmm i cant wait to taste chicken selects with your choice of
sauce.haaayyayayyy..this boredom is killing me!!!! the clock ticks so
slow...come on now..its 3:44. couple more minutes and im outta here..patience
mel, patience.. i got a little sleep last night coz my mommy snores too
loud!!! grrrr..i didnt get to sleep till 3am..who could beat that..and
yeah i cant sleep because i forgot to eat dinner..but then just before
my mom started to snore, i decided to take my dinner at 1:30 am..with
my cousin.it was the best dinner I have ever had..like my stomach cried
of joy!!! probably it did..but my brain is shouting at my mom coz she
kept on disturbing its nerves with her loud snores.. and at last its
already 4:50...they said time here in US flies so fast.how come im sitting
here writing for aobut 5 minutes now and it seems like forever.i wanna
go home..but before that, i wanna eat. and im warning you, a lot of
people become crazy because of starvation..another hour without food im
gonna collapse..i hope my brain holds still.ok im out...forget this
nonsense...

SULAT SESSION

the key to writing something is to write, not to think..and that's what im doing right now..i remember those times, wehn our teacher would tell us to write an essay about anything under the sun..that would be an infinite list of choices but then the moment we start looking at the paper and trying to think of what to write.. that's the moment we can't think of anything to write and our paper stays blank for a while...yeah im not thinkin right now im just writing and writing.well of course im also thinking but im not like really thinking. you know what i mean..i guess not..coz this is what you call free writing.. i also remember i passed an article about freewriting session during a staff meeting of our school newsletter. freewriting is actually just writing anything.as in anything just to fill out a page or so. its hard at first but then you'll realize who cares if you're just gonna put "im writing im writing im writing...and then you'll go i cant think of anything to write i cant think of anything to write but now im writing and writing and writing...who cares! thats why you call it freewriting..you're grammar doesn't matter..freewriting is a way to break that fear of filling up a page with words and in time you'll realized you did it..and you're starting to talk about a topic without realizing it.actually the reason why i got into this point is because im not doing anything else here in the office so i decided to have a freewriting session..at least my session improved..i kept on writing in this without putting of my hands..just continuously hitting the keyboard.nevermind if im saying nonsense things or if my grammar slips a lot..who cares. i told you this is part of a freewriting session..it just kills time but then it kills your fear of writing...in no time...voila look a filled up a page see??? you should try it..sometimes its fun...its like telling so much but not pushing your mind to think to much..everything else will just flow out of the mind freely...see..im done.

MIKEY'S REVENGE

Here's the question that got into me last night after listening to one of my friend's new rap music creations--Yeah, I agree with him, why is it hard to find someone special, someone for a serious relationship, inside the church..? Both sexes keep on looking for someone, or if not, being drawn into liking someone not inside the church..In case you dont understand what im talking about, Im talking about the members of the Church of Christ and fortunately I'm one of them..But I too, wasn't spared from experiencing the scenario my friend is talking about in his song..Is it really hard to find that guy/girl inside the church or is it just the intercession of a lot of factors that makes it hard for a guy to find his girl and a girl to find his guy inside the church.?Probably...Here's the irony-- its not hard to be attracted to someone we always see and meet at the church during worship services, meetings, choir practices, evangelical missions, and other religious activities but getting into the stage of being in a "serious" relationship is hard to establish..well of course this doesn't apply to everyone...I know a girl, who likes a choir member so much but he's taken already..so far as she knows. She always sees that guy at church but haven't got any chance to meet him or even be introduced to him. And even if they frequently cross paths, the fact remains that he is taken already...and she doesn't intend to ruin any relationships. so there she is...waiting, waiting and waiting for the guy God has prepared for her..yeah its true, love comes when you least expect it...So to my single brothers and sisters, we'll have our own time..the perfect time when God will grant our prayers--of having someone to share our life with forever. He/she may not be the one we once longed for and liked before but for sure it is the one God has prepared for us..

Simple facts about mariposa:

Birthplace: Quezon City (ever since elementary ang pagkakalaam ko sa Manila ako pinanganak--hindi pala..yung tuwing tinatanong sa mga forms pag nagffill-out diba? College ko na lang nalaman na QC pala..at mula nun di na ko nagkamali sa pagsagot.

Paboritong gamit sa bahay: kama (tawag lage saken MASA-ndal tulog, pag nakikitang inaantok..)kahit san kase pde ako makatulog.minsan nako nakatulog sa banyo..pagkatapos ko umiyak ng matagal.pero di katulad ng cr na iniisip niyo..may wet and dry part ang cr namin. yun nga lang cr pa din yun..

Paboritong ulam: tocino (walang masarap na tocino kundi pampanga's best at lahat ng mga ibang tatak eh nasubukan ko na yata, pati yung mga home made na binebenta ng mga kaibigan ng nanay niyo natikman ko na yata...wala pa din tatalo sa pampanga's best)

Kinatatakutan: hindi multo, lindol (naalala ko nun may period sa buhay ko na gabi gabi hinihintay ko kung lilindol ulet at pag may umuga lang ng konti natatakot na ako at di makatulog)

paboritong music: alternative

paboritong kantahin este nakakanta sa cr: mga senti (lage ko nakakanta ng hindi sinasadya yung bakit ngayon ka lang..at yung isang wedding song sa church namin)

habit na di ko natanggal hanggang ngayon: nail biting, at magkutkot ng cuticles ng daliri ko. kahit dumudugo na sige pa din.hanggat may maaalis ako sa part na yun inaalis ko..highschool pa lang binalak ko na alisin yung ganong habit pero ayaw talaga maalis

natatagong kaweirdo-han at paranoia: dumating ang stage na takot na takot akong magkaron ng malalang sakit. sa tindi ng takot ko, may time na naisip ko baka may appendicitis ako..nagbasa ako ng medical book para alamin kung ano symptoms ng ganong saket at pano gagaling..ilang araw lumipas ibang sakit naman. kala ko magagaya ako sa schoolmate ko nung elementary na namatay dahil natalisod lang.sympre hindi on the spot..nagkaron siya ng fracture sa ankle, nabulok yung buto ng di niya nalaman, too late na ng ipadoktor..hanggang naging cancer..tuwing stretch ko kc paa ko lage may nagppop sa ankles..akala ko sakit na yun..naalala ko nilalagyan ko pa yun ng efficacent oil..at lage ako nagmmedyas..tuwing gabi.inakala ko din baka may sakit ako sa puso.pero totoo namang may sumasakit sa parteng yun ng dibdib ko. at inakala ko din na may tumor ako sa utak at sa sa excuse mo for the word (breast). ang weird talaga oo..sabe ko sa inyo hindi to nakakatawa. alam ko wala akong sakit maliban sa isa---paranoia. i was not medically examined na matindi ang paranoia ko pero i know i suffered from this..and it was not healthy to think all the time na may sakit ka and your doing stupid things about it, trying to cure it by yourself. gagaling ba cancer sa paglalagay ng efficacent oil? di lang ako naparanoid na may sakit ako kundi pati ang way ng pag-interpret ko sa actions ng tao. and i hate the feeling na akala ko pinagtatawanan ako at tinitingnan..i lost my self esteem dahil sa pagiging paranoid. i lost so much energy in life dahil dun. maybe that's the reason why most of the time, at first acquaintance aloof ako sa crowd..sa mga tao.mas gusto ko pa nag-iisa.nasa sulok. ayokong nakakakita ng: uod, bulate, at mga gumagapang na hayop..ayos lang ahas at sawa. mas maliliit mas ayoko.takot din ako sa: fly over..tuwing dadaan ang bus at pababa na..sumasakit ang tiyan ko..yung parang pakiramdam sa roller coaster. highschool ko na yata ng maovercome ang takot ko dun. pero sa buong buhay ko isang beses lang ako sumakay ng roller coaster, sa disneyland..yung hindi pa mataas. at kelan lng yun nangyari at di ko alam kung mauulit pa.. at ayoko din sumasakay sa elevator..lalo na sa mga ospital.tama na...

pag wala nako sa mundo..saka lang magkakaron ng saysay mga sinabe ko..

teka uwian na pala.

itutuloy...

SA MGA KAIBIGAN KO:

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Hihintayin ko kayo dito...

MISTERYO SA PARKING LOT

Ano nga ba ang nasa dako paroon...? regal shocker pala to. Araw-araw kinukwento sa akin ng isang tahimik na babae na kilalang kilala ko yung mga karanasan niya tuwing uuwi siya at dadaan sa parking lot malapit sa bahay nila. May misteryo daw bumabalot sa bawat pagkakataon na madadaan siya sa lugar na yun.. Di niya maintindihan baket paulet ulet na nangyayari.. Hindi horror 'to. Masaya siyang umuuwi pero sa bawat gabi daw dun siya napapaisip baket tuwing dadaan siya dun eh may nangyayaring kakaiba..Di niya alam kung napaparanoid lang siya o nag-aakala sa mga pangyayari.. Pero sa kabila noon, masaya siya...Magulo? Eto ang dahilan kung bakit siya masaya sa misteryo ng parking lot.. > > Una daw siyang mapadpad sa lugar na yun, may nakita siyang tao. Wala pa daw siyang kilala noon sa lugar na yun.. Di niya napigilan mapansin ang taong yun..Lalaki, kayumanggi, tahimik, pati sa mga kilos niya ay may misteryo...Di niya na pinansin sumunod ng mga pagkakataon.. Dumating ang araw, nakita niya ulet..Tuwing makikita niya, masaya siya...Gusto niyang makilala ang taong yun pero walang pagkakataon...Sa bawat pagkakataon naman daw na makikita niya ang taong yun, wala din nmng paraan para magkakilala sila..Pero dito nagsimula ang misteryo. tuwing uuwi daw siya makikita niya ang taong yun na nakasakay sa loob ng kotse. Nakatigil. Alam niyang madadaanan niya ang kotse ng taong yun pero pipiliin niyang di lingunin ang taong nasa loob ng kotse..Lalagpas siya sa parking lot.. At habang naglalakad siya, doon pa lang aandar ang kotse. At yun ang pagkakataong tatanawin niya habang papalayo ang sasakyan ng taong yun. Paulit ulit daw na nangyayari...Pero paulet ulet din ang pagkakataong di niya titingnan kung sino ang taong nasa loob ng sasakyan kahit na may kutob siya na yun din ang taong yun. Baket tuwing uuwi siya, maraming pagkakataon na ganon ang nangyayari..Di niya din maipaliwanag.. Pero masaya siya. sa misteryong nangyayari. Kung sana tama lahat ng naiisip niya--kung sana oo lahat ang sagot sa tanong niya--siya ba ang hinihintay ng taong yun tuwing uuwi siya, siya ba ang tinitingnan, siya ba ang sinusulyapan tuwing magkikita sila? Magiging masaya daw siya kung oo lahat ang sagot sa mga yun. Hanggang ngayon di niya alam ang sagot...Lilipas ang mga araw, hinihintay niya ang pagdaan niya sa parking lot para abangan kung naroon pa din ang misteryo..Wala siyang magawa para makilala ang taong yun...Isa ang kinatatakutan niya sa pagkakataong mapadaan uli siya sa parking lot--ang makita ang taong yun at ang girlfriend niya na magkasama...(ouch!)

> > wakas...

PLANETANG DRAMACHINE

Pre, gusto mo pa din bang pumunta sa planetang gustong gusto naten?.. Na
tayong dalawa lang ang nagkakaintindihan? Dadalhin mo ba gitara mo? O
magkakantahan na lang tayo buong araw buong magdamag hanggang sa mamuti
na buhok naten? Noon gusto kong gumawa ng sarili nating planeta..Hindi
katulad ng ibang planeta..Kakaiba. Maingay, masaya..madaming tugtugan.
Lage tayong nasa isang sulok noon nagsusulat, nagkukwentuhan,
nagkakantahan, nagmamamahalan..Humihinga ng maluwag at walang istorbo. Gusto ko
noon sa planetang 'to kasama ka. Malabo na yata mga plano naten.
Napuwing ako sa maliliit na batong pumasok sa mata ko. Di tuloy kita makita.
Nasan ka na ba? Pre, sinong kasama mo? Akala ko nandito ka lang sa tabi
ko para hipan mo tong masakit sa mata ko. Ayaw matanggal. Iba na pala
katabi ko. Hanggang sa pagmulat ko. Wala ka na pala. Pano na yung plano
nateng pumunta sa planetang napanaginipan naten?...Nakikita pa din kita
pero sinusundan a lang kita ng tingin..Ikaw, siya..Matagal na panahon
yun. Diyan ako sa tabi mo lang dati. Pre, bakit mo siya binibitawan? Di
naman ako sumusunod.. Sinusundan ko kayo ng tanaw..Mawawala din kayo
pagkalipas. Sino ng kasabay mo pag binitawan mo yung katabi mo? Pag
lilingon ka at lalakad pabalik, baka makita mo pa ko..Hahahawakan mo ba
kamay ko at di na uli bibitiwan? Sana..

MY COOKIE

Dahil hinde ako nahilig sa pagkain sa chinese restaurant, eto ang mga laman ng fortune cookies na nakuha ko: (fortune ba mga 'to) =)

1. Your success will astonish everyone..(di ko na sinama lucky numbers at lotto 6 #s)

2. Listen not to vain words of empty tongue. (quote 'to hindi fortune)

3. Just be yourself' you are wonderful...(yeah right, bolahin ba ko ng fortune cookie na'to)

4. Your most memorable dream will come true. (medyo fortune cookie na nga siya ngayon)

5. Avert misunderstanding by calm, poise and balance (what's avert =)?)>

6. You will be a winner.. (ng ano???)

7. Its better to have a hen tomorrow than an egg today (ok, usapang manok at itlog na naman.tama na pwede)

8. Your place in the path of life is in the driver's seat ( i dont even have a car!hehe)

9. An important discussion will take place today. ( yeah, my mom just asked for money)

10. Luck will visit you in the next full moon (kelan ba next full moon?)

11. Avenues of good fortune are ahead of you (naks, may avenues pang nalalaman)

12. Modify your thinking to handle new situations (i-upgrade ko or downgrade? ..=) )

to be continued...burrrppp

IT'S OVER

need time to love myself now...i've done my share of hypocrisy and
loving other people too much.now it's my body and soul's turn..

ako si mariposa... 

BAKIT NAIMBENTO ANG BLOG:

Ang pagkakaalam ko kaya inimbento ang blog eh para maiba naman ang konsepto ng paggawa ng diary ng tao o pagsulat at pag-express ng mga nasasaloob niya. Kaya nga siya ginawang accessible sa public para mabasa ng kahit sino. Napakasimple. Pero ewan ko kung bakit mula ng sinimulan kong gawin ang blog ko eh di ko inaasahan na may mga taong gustong ipatanggal ang blog ko sa kung sang mga lupalop ng "wawawa" makikita ang link para makapunta sa MARIPOSA'S HAVEN. Aba, eh di kung ayaw nila mabasa sinusulat ko eh di wag nila buksan! Ganon kasimple.. Wala na naman siguro scientific explanation para maliwanagan sila sa kahulugan ng "KUNG AYAW MO, 'WAG MO"! Kung ano man ang laman ng blog ko, galing sa isip at puso ko yun. Kung masaktan ka dahil feeling mo ikaw ang topic sa araw na yun, eh malamang ikaw nga yun. Pero as far as i know, wala pa kong nilagay dun na nakasakit sa ibang tao. Kaya sana they mind their own business. Hindi yung, imomonitor nila ang buhay ko tapos masasaktan sila dahil feeling nila naaapektuhan sila sa blog ko? Wow, if only i knew my blog would move people, then I should've taken full time doing this. Making it the most readable blog in the whole world. Pero yun nga eh, blog-blogan na nga lang may "naaapektuhan pa daw...

"CONCLUSION: Kung pakiramdam mo ikaw ang tinutukoy ko, baka nga ikaw yun...

USAPANG BATO

batong bato na ko sa opisina...TAPOS.

IMPYERNONG MALAMIG

naalala ko may nagpost sa friendster about dun sa student ng univ of
washington. chemistry exam daw at ang tanong eh kung ang hell eh
exotermic (gives of heat) o endormic (absorbs heat).at ang sagot ng estudyante
eh exotermic at pinipilit nya explain na malamig na hell and it doesnt
exist anymore dahil nga alam naten ang impyerno mainit natural. kaya
kung ganon lahat ng tao, sa heaven pupunta.naimpress naman ang professor
kaya A pa nakuha nito..hehehe..teka parang tunog balitang tabloid na
to. does hell exist materially. di ba parang langit din yun, di mo naman
alam kung san talaga naka-situate eksakto at since wla pa naman
nkakarating dun how do they know na malamig na nga ang impyerno..science often
freaks us out and leaves us always wondering... masyado nagmamarunong
mga tao ngayon kaya pati salita ng Diyos nababaligtad na.tsk tsk. basta
ko di ko pinoproblema kung malamig na impyerno tutal sa heaven naman
ako mapupunta..=) at sa mga taong mapupunta sa impyerno, mamatay kayo sa
lamig, kung ganon!!!

BOOKS LIE!!!

kapag may nababasa ba kayong libro, yung tipong mala- chicken soup for the soul o kaya iba pang klase ng inspirational books na-iinspire ba talaga kayo o tipong nauuto din kayo ng mga pinagsasabe ng author at pakiramdam niyo eh talagang mababago isang aspeto ng buhay niyo pag inapply niyo yung ilan sa mga sinasabe nila...hmmm..i bet ganon nga minsan..kasi minsan na din ako nauto ng libro...College ako nun eh.third yr yata.kaka "cool off" lang namin ng "BF" ko..at syempre apektado..natural naman siguro yun.Sakto habang senti sa bahay may nakita akong libro (nweiz, do u know that when citing a book title, you should not use the word "entitled" as in the book is "entitled") just an info.. ok it was titled "men are from mars, women are from venus." it discusses the guys' and gals' differences and explains in such a convincing manner that each of us should accept those differences for a good "relationship" to last. ok in other words, binasa ko nga..dahil about relationships daw.dun ko nabasa na sa isang relationship, dadating tlga yung time na he seems to be getting cold and acting like he wanted some "space" between the two of you. for sure yung iba din sukang suka na sa term na "space" pagdating sa relasyon.para kasing ang connotation na nun eh break up na.pero hinde..since nauto nga ako ng librong yun..naniwala ako na yung space na yun na tinutukoy sa book at narinig ko din sa bf ko eh natural lang..ayon nga dun sa lintek na book na yun, men are sometimes like "rubber band".. time comes that they try to pull themselves away but after a while they would stretch back to normal. goma daw sila. pag stretch m mo at binatawan, babalik at babalik sa dati. but the more you stretch it while gripping it, lalong may tendency na mapatid ang goma. at ang lalake daw pag ayaw ka kausapin,wag daw pilitin kse baka yun yung time na he just wanted to stay in his "cave"...in short, gustong mapag-isa. (uso yata sa kanila meditation) and so on and so forth...dame pa ideas dun na pinaniwalaan ko.so while cool off ng bf, i tried to convince myself na he was just passing through that kind of stage..so i should not force him to come back..i tried to put our situation in place with the ideas of the book. i have to say, it helped me to feel better and to see things in a better perspective.But as i said earlier, nauto lang pala ako ng book na yun..It got good points, but then it didn't justify the fact that my boyfriend didnt come back anymore.. Everything in the book was so perfectly explained and every example perfectly elaborated so it couldn't be hard for you to correlate the situations to your own experiences...But then, life's like that. Our life doesn't depend on what we read or what a book says. You just have to be always prepared that even if the book helped you, in a way, to feel good for a period of time, it could also give you false hopes in the end when you expected too much from it.

untitled

hirap panindigan tong blog na to.haha..ayaw gumana ng right hemisphere
ng utak ko..=) tama ba?masaya lang kase kahit ano naman paglalagay ko
dito..pwedeng ako lang ang makabasa pwedeng meron ding iba.it doesn't
matter. it just feels fulfilling that im able to fill out a page a day
with my thoughts, especially pag nasa office at wala ng magawa..haharap
sa pc at magttype. alam niyo ba, na sa mga sandaling ito eh antok na
antok ako??? naghihintay na pumatak ang alas-kwatro para makalarga na
pauwi.ok 10 minutes na lang..malapit ko na ring wakasan ang walang saysay
na entry na 'to. sa mga makakabasa ng part na to. kung may alam kayong
email na may pics ng tragedy na nangyri lng last dec sa malaysia at
ibang parts ng asia, pls send it to me...email add:
strange_drew16@yahoo.com.tnx

ALMOST...

I never hugged you yetBut I know how fast your heart beats everytime I come close to you..I havent kissed you yetThough I could feel how soft they are and how it makes me weak everytime it touches mine..Your embrace and kisses- in reality I havent feltBut when I close my eyes--yes, almost.I'm on the other end of the earthAnd you're in the world I've been too.We're thousand miles apart but I know you're just beside meWhen I think you--yes, almostI hear you laugh and see you smileEverytime we joke around I act like a fragile child everytime I feel you rub my back.Your laugh, your smile, the feel of your cuddles-- I long to feel for realBut everytime I imagine you--yes, I almost.Everyday, I almost cryEveryday, I almost dieFrom missing you and the things we doI always think of your kiss, your embrace, the way you laugh and smile, the stories you shareBut reality hurts-- I haven't really met you at all...In my dreams-- yes, I almost.

this is crazy

this is crazy pero new years resolution ko: mag-iipon ako $ 1 a day
para in two years or less. makauwi ako ng Pilipinas ng walang
hassle sa gagastusin ko. hahaha..posible di ba?

MANUNULAT NG TAON..HAHA

Bachelor in Journalism.Yan ang course na natapos ko nung college.Parang ang lupet ng dating. It always happens,pag may nagtanong saken "anong course mo?" lalo na sa chat (nung times na pumapasok pa ko sa mga public rooms) o kaya kahit sinong kakilala, pag sinabe ko na "Journalism po," they always go, "wow!!!galing naman..!!!" i dunno..i never failed to get such remark. di naman siguro sila sa aken mangha, kundi sa tunog ng course..pero ang kulet, lage sinasabe magtrabaho ka dapat sa dyaryo o tv..hmmm.di lang nila alam.kung anu-ano pinaggagawa namen nung college..as if serious mag-aral at talagang natuto magsulat. di lang nila alam..hahaha. wala naman ako regrets sa kinuha kong course.ever since elemantary associated na ako sa mga journalism journalism na yan. parang sikat ka.(kahit hinde) pero naging interes ko na talaga magsusulat ng kung "anek anek." sa likod ng notebook, sa notepad, sa sticky, sa kamay, sa resibo, sa logbook, sa diary.. Naalala ko nun nagkaron ako ng de-padlock na diary.my melody pa yata yun.ang pinakauna kong sinulat dun natatandaan ko pa.1st year yata ako nun, tungkol sa crush ko na ka-choir ko sa church ang sinulat ko.pano nakatabi ko sa upuan nung isang pagsamba namen sa kapilya..siguro hanggang ngayon nga di niya nalaman na crush ko siya eh. unless mabasa niya tong post na to at mag-assume ang taong yun na siya ang tinutukoy ko.hehe..hmmmm..ok enough of the crush thingy..naiba tuloy topic.> nasan na nga ba ang batch namen na nag-graduate ng malupet na course na Journalism? gustuhin mo man o hinde, masaket tanggapin na di lahat nagtrabaho sa field na tinapos namen.(kasama nako dun) kung gugustuhin pwede naman. editorial assistant na sana ako sa isa sa pinakamalaking publication sa pilipinas.ayos no?pero hinde pa din ayos.dahil para kong papatayin ang sarili ko na magtrabaho ng mahirap sa loob ng 10 hours (take note) at susweldo ng below minimum..abuso.kaya sino naman maaakit magtuloy sa ganong field kung ganon sila magpasweldo.galit na ko nito..=) > ok ang bottom line, kung dati ang kaharap ko lage sa school eh ang paggawa ng kung anu anong klase ng sulatin, eh ngayon nagttrabaho ako na araw araw alam niyo kung anong kaharap ko?---NUMERO.di sa bangko pero basta numero. alala ko nun isa sa dahilan bakit ako nag-journalism dahil walang math.yun pala wala din ako kawala, dahil eto ako ngayon.nakikipagsapalaran (lalim ba) sa america, para magtrabaho kaharap ang mga numero?? kaso ko pa lang yan. ano pa sa buong klase namen nung college. banas talaga. kung malaki lang pasweldo sa pagsusulat, pinasok ko na yan.pero eto, nakikita niyo ang blog na 'to? ayan dito niyo na lang din ilabas ang frustrations niyo..kung di man natupad ang pangarap niyo na maging manunulat (kung isa kayo sa kanila)...o sa amin??? =)

STRANGEBREW

> kakamiss strangebrew..kahit napalabas na sa studio 23 parang for me, it remained underground.now its defunct which i think is better..lalo na na si tado eh panay panay na sa pag aartista talaga sa ibang channel. kita mo naman si tado sa sobrang kasikatan..este sa sobrang pagkatalamak ng pagmumukha sa tv eh ayan mainstream na siya masyado.parang nawalan na ng kinang yung karakter niya na orig na "tado" ng strangebrew..sana napreserve pa din yun pero parang katulad na lang din niya yung mga komedyante ng abs-cbn..hehe..sayang.sana napasikat muna nila ng husto strangebrew sa malaking audience.bago siya pumasok sa full stardom at pagka-stereotype ng showbiznez ng pinas..(critic mode)hahahaha!!! pero nakakamiss talaga ang show na may tama.ewan nung college, konti lang kame nakaka-appreciate nun..siguro yung mga kauri kong autistic.yung nasisiyahan na sa mga simpleng bagay sa mundo..basta nagbibigay ng konting kaalaman..hehe.eto na naman.sino sa inyo nakakita na kung pano gumawa ng inidoro, crayoloa, gitara,balisong,paso, ice cream, buko pie at kung anu-ano pa??kung pano ang tamang pagkain ng pansit habhab, pano ginagawa yung movie epeks na pag binaril ka , dudugo yung parte ng katawan mo.hehe..dame adventures nun nina tado na nakakalibang.kahit parang wala nmang saysay.yung pagpunta nila sa baguio kung saan nila nabili si ???...nakalimutan ko tuloy pangalan ng halaman nila.nung kumain sila sa chinatown at nag interview ng mga chekwa."ano sa palagay mo ang maitutulong ng paggawa ng crayola (etc etc etc) sa ekonomiya ng ating bansa?" yan favorite question ni tado..."tama!" favorite namang sagot ni erning na chabakano. pati sina manong at manang sa kalye, seryoso sa pagsagot ah..hmmm..naalala ko nung tinanong ni tado yung manong na nagkakatam at gumagawa ng gitara..may sense siya kausap.dahil sabe niya,makakaiwas sa droga ang mga kabataan..lupet no?hehehe..di ako matatapos sa pagkkwento tungkol dun dahil sobrang yung lang ang underground na show na malupet.in short, tado and erning's memory will remain in the hearts of their followers.=) check out www.frankenshoes.com para sa forum about the show..or visit www.thefirstshow@yahoogroups.com para sa iba pang links about strangebrew.

BLANK TAPE

blank tape.empty.silent.black hole. mariposa's life (or should we say her love life)parang blank tape.pwede mo naman isaksak sa player yun eh..press play aandar pa din.ulitin mo pa ng ulitin..walang saysay.tahimik.pero once na magrecord ka..lahat ng magpapasaya sa pandinig mo.ayun may saysay na.ulitin mo ng ulitin..why blank tape? palpak siya sa ano...ano??love ba kamo??tama..hmmmm...may mga nakilala--nainlove. may nakakwentuhan--nainlove..may nakajammin kumanta--nainlove...may nag "ping"--nainlove...buhay..pero sa mga yun, alin dun ang may saysay...yung may totoong kwento.yung may magandang finale.yung kahit ulit ulitin mo..may saysay.masarap pakinggan, parang ayaw mo ng tapusin.wala.blank tape.paulet ulet na umiikot pero wala kang marinig.napapagod sa kakaikot pero sa huli walang saysay.sira lang ang ulo ng makinig ng paulet ulet sa blank tape.may sira kaya si mariposa? siguro...mahilig magpatugtog ng blank tape si mariposa..naging buhay na niya ang blank tape...--wakas--

SUGARFREEAK...

i dunno..no band's music has ever influenced and touched me so much like how Sugarfree has done..naks.in short.lupet nila! sa mga nakakilala sa kanila at sa nakakaalam ng music nila.makakarelate siguro kayo. i remember i became close to a guy dahil sa nagkaalaman kame na fave namen pareho tong bandang to.well at first, it just started from a song.pero ayun, tuloy tuloy na and we shared the same interest sa lahat ng songs nila..and we often could relate our situation sa mga kanta nila.weird nga eh.parang kada kanta meron ding phase sa relationship or este friendship namen na parang similar sa songs nila..mariposa, burnoout, mundong malungkot, hintay..then hari ng sablay, kwentuhan..etc...nagsimula sa kanta, til now di alam kung paano tatapusin...sigh...sana nga merong song dun na title "paalam"..ayus! senti ..hehe..o kaya eto.."tapusin na ang kantang ito"..geesh..sino kya bandang magta-title ng kanta nila ng ganon..ok in short ulet, minsan corny sabihin pero nirerelate naten madalas yung nangyyri saten sa music..kahit corny. kaya hanggang naririnig at naalala ko pa sugarfree, may isang bagay din ako di makalimutan..(secret na yun) pero may taong makakaintindi sa mga sinasabe ko.(secret ulet) hehe..ok ok.basta bestfriend ko yun, close friend, kuya, tatay..all around..siya nakakaalam ng sinasabe ko..haha.as if hhuntingin pa ang taong to para lang magkaron ng saysay mga sinabe ko.balik sa topic. sugarfree moved me.haha.parang obsessed eh no.i know sa mga sugarfreeak, minsan ganito din nafeffeel niyo.parang mahal niyo na si ebe, jal at mitch dahil binubuhay nila kasentihan ng buhay mo. at parang gusto niyo silang sambahin (lol) dahil kala niyo nung mawala ang e-heads, wala ng bubuhay ng klase ng tugtugan na katipo nila..ok wala yatang sense part na to. ok di ko alam kung pano tatapusin kaya...bigla na lang.....mawawala..

DOUBLE DECK--100 THINGS ABOUT YOU...

1. matigas na mga unan.
2.malambot na kumot.
3.yung mga hanger
4. tambayan ni ligaya (ang mahiwagang pusa)
5. tambayan namen
6.tambayan ng gitara
7. radyo na naka-stasyon sa NU107
8.ang sofa sa loob ng kwarto
9. PS 2
10.bintana at kurtina
11.bintana ng kapitbahay
12.nutella at tasty bread
13.shake
14.reader's digest
15.mga tula sa notebook
16.photo album
17.dvds at ps2
18. malaking salamin
19.poster ng anime
20. bentilador
21.cassette tape
22.digicam
23.lyrics ng kanta
24.palabok
25.PUP
26.SUGARFREE
27.payong
28.astroboy
29.weezer at cake
30.white tshirt
31.blue polo shirt
32.blue jeans
33.TUTUBAN
34.TONDO
35.pirated cds
36.videoke
37.cassette recorder
38. call center
39. team leader
40.maskom
42. mga pacute at pasosyal
43.ELY BUENDIA
44.transcript of records
45.oishi crispy patatas =)
46. mariposa, hintay, mundong malungkot, burnout, kwentuhan...sa wakas, dramachine
47.FLYING KABOOTS, STRATUS PEER, DA THE, FLYING FIESTA AT...SPEEDOFLIGHT ETC. ETC...=)
48. sinehan
49.parang panaginip,double click double deck, tomorrow, mel, etc etc...
50. text messages
51. e-heads
52.AUGUST 11, 2004
53.JUNE 25, 2004
54.2005-200?
55.jeep at pedicab

56.ulan

57.58.bus

59. ulan

61. carinderia

62. sneakers

63. pare ko

64. bracelet

65. sulat

66. summer shebang

67. pancit ni nanay

68.YM

69. gf mo

70. cruisin'
71. ex gf mo
72. office mate mo

73. demo tape

74. si cid

75. Nu107

76. Jesus Ventura

77. mico sotto

78. prendster

79. ms outlook

80. hotels and inn ( haha..wag mag isip ng masama)

81. jessica

82. jackie?

83. itutuloy...

84. dramachine

85. 09205731699

86. ron marasigan

87. urbanda

88. poorband flow

89. double deck double click

90. mundong malungkot

91. unang araw

92. fruitcake

93. rhea

94. transcript of records

95. children's welfare

96. bangkusay

97. samba

98. videoke

99. palpak na recorder

100. palpak na relasyon, hehe