LIFE IS GOOD

IM NOT F***** UP ANYMORE... I AM HAPPIER THAN EVER. AND I REMEMBER WHAT I POSTED BEFORE THIS. NOW I FEEL ALL GOOD... AND YEAH, I'LL SAY IT AGAIN--HAPPIER THAN EVER...

WHAT TIME IS IT!!!??!!!

i woke up one morning and damn my clock reads 6:20 and my alarm clock on my cel phone forgot it's duty to buzz me up..hehe 6:30 means hell to me!!! coz i have to wake up and take a bath and go to work. but i remembered something before i got up. good thing. i was relieved. you know why? because i remember that my wall clock reads the opposite way!!! yeah, i bought my reverse clock one time i went to the mall. i bought for $ 7 bucks. and it was weird looking at it for the first time. everything is reversed. the way the numbers are written and how the hands of the clock moves. of course it moves counter clockwise.hehehe.weird. so that means when i woke up and thought it was 6:20 am, that means i'm still lucky because my clock just got me again because its still 5:40 am! and that means more time to take another nap before i head off to work. that reverse clock tricked me a lot of times but now im getting the hang of it. it's just so cool that im checking time the unconventional way. wait, what time is it?damn, is it 2:00am or 10:00pm man this sucks.

THIS IS BLISS...

I've never been into a perfect situation, especially when it comes to relationships. The heck, my lovelife has always been a mess. In a way, because I always end up crying and losing that special someone. BECAUSE!!!, in the first placed I shouldn't be dreaming while I am wide awake... I know beforehand that I can't really have that guy if he is not even a member of the church. I've heard this line being slapped on my face everytime, " the hell with religion! " well, I love God more than I love anyone else...or let's put it in a more realistic way, God loves me so much that he tried everything to win me back. and now, I feel like he has given me a precious gift and my birthday hasn't even come yet. note this..hehe. my birthday is on august 16! and about the gift? well, He gave me this one perfect package of a beautiful soul w/ a beautiful physique wrapped in colorful box of happiness, care, thoughtfulness and and love. All I need was already on that package. I named that gift BOBSIE. whenever I'm with my bobsie, I always feel fuzzy and warm and it just feels so great. I feel like I always want to squeeze bobsie and squoosh it and hug it...bobsie is just so cute!!! and most of all bobsie loves me for who i am. and damn, bobsie just loves me so much that i can feel it even in the most minute thread of my nerves..hehe. i love my bobsie so much. he is a gift I would never let go of. and for sure will keep until I am alive.