Friday, July 22, 2005

THIS IS BLISS...

I've never been into a perfect situation, especially when it comes to relationships. The heck, my lovelife has always been a mess. In a way, because I always end up crying and losing that special someone. BECAUSE!!!, in the first placed I shouldn't be dreaming while I am wide awake... I know beforehand that I can't really have that guy if he is not even a member of the church. I've heard this line being slapped on my face everytime, " the hell with religion! " well, I love God more than I love anyone else...or let's put it in a more realistic way, God loves me so much that he tried everything to win me back. and now, I feel like he has given me a precious gift and my birthday hasn't even come yet. note this..hehe. my birthday is on august 16! and about the gift? well, He gave me this one perfect package of a beautiful soul w/ a beautiful physique wrapped in colorful box of happiness, care, thoughtfulness and and love. All I need was already on that package. I named that gift BOBSIE. whenever I'm with my bobsie, I always feel fuzzy and warm and it just feels so great. I feel like I always want to squeeze bobsie and squoosh it and hug it...bobsie is just so cute!!! and most of all bobsie loves me for who i am. and damn, bobsie just loves me so much that i can feel it even in the most minute thread of my nerves..hehe. i love my bobsie so much. he is a gift I would never let go of. and for sure will keep until I am alive.

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