Friday, February 23, 2007

my blog's collecting dust so i wanna say...

just when i thought all hell broke loose... you came by and told me. hey "everything's gonna be a ok." and you know what? you're right. just when i thought the chaos in my life has taken over everything... the total opposite of a bareface liar knocked on my door.. you told me "so he's a bad egg" get over it... you got me. it's better than a stick in the eye."

and i believe yo're no "better than a stick in the eye." you're someone. you're big. in my eyes you're special. you taught me to dream big but not build castles in the air or chase the rainbow. all of a sudden there was dead air... and i smiled realizing how great life really is. with you on it is like seeing the glass of water not half empty but half full. i started counting things that make my life worth living and not counting the problems that almost ruined it.

though i wrote a dear john letter to someone--hurting his feelings. at first it was a dog it dog world dude. it was hard for me to finally draw the line between you and him. until my hand just started writing the letter and ending that chapter with him.

I'm happy right now... like i see it flying in the wall. every moment, everyday...it's all happening right in front of me. don't expect me to tell you "go fry an egg." i would love to see you here beside me everyday... making me laugh and making me feel that im a superstar. and even if i don't treat you like you're a superhero. you know i'll be the one to help you remember that you're better than the man of steel when you feel like you're a nobody.


ok tsong let's go hit the road...and enjoy the air at the park. hehe...

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